Update

I suppose I should update this thing every once in a while, yet I still seem to have a difficult time justifying even having a blog though I am strangely compelled to continue typing.

So, an update.

Formal is on Saturday, my last ever as an active member of Alpha Delta Pi. I am not sure how I feel about that and I certainly won't discuss it here in a public forum, but there are definitely mixed emotions. And I always figured Adam would be there to take me, it's what we planned on since last Fall, even before the last Formal. I am not sure why, but right now I am having a much more difficult time dealing with the fact that he is gone. I think it's because June is getting that much closer now and he will be going to Iraq in less than 3 months. I know it is something he felt he had to do and something he strongly believes in, he wouldn't be in the Guard if it wasn't. But at the same time, if anything ever happened to him...Let's just not think about that or the water-works will probably start again.

Stuff that doesn't make me sad that I can talk about:
VOICE LESSONS are going great. I am really happy I started them. I will never be a great singer, but at least I have a little more confidence now. I found out yesterday I have a pretty good range and Emily was so happy with the progress that was made just from last week to this week. I wish our schedules meshed better so we could meet more than once a week, but who knows, hopefully I will be able to continue them this summer and we can also figure out something for the fall. I actually sang 'Amazing Grace' (not an easy song, mind you) and hit the notes and actually had the right pitch. It's always a great feeling to discover something in you that you never knew you had.

Bret Michaels. Sideways. (If you don't get it, you weren't meant to, haha)

Also, last night Teetz and I were watching The Day After Tomorrow and I discovered that no matter how hard I try, I can't not talk to the characters. I tried really hard to not talk, but all that happened was they didn't listen to me when I did tell them what was going to happen or that they were stupid or pointless, and Teetz got annoyed. I think from now on we can probably only watch movies together that I haven't seen.